I’m not judging here but there are more ways to be different, stick it to the man, live alternatively and express yourself….than self destruction and being rude and angry to strangers. When we were like 12 it worked – but gotta say it- you are now a grown man. No one really cares for this shit when we want to surround ourselves with positive influences and inspiration. You are burning bridges one by one it seems and isolating yourself. This is not a good place to end up.

I get you are having issues. I wish i could help. Hope it all works out for you.