Comments on: Suicide is not for me

By: Adam

Adam — Mon, 07 Jan 2019 08:53:31 +0000

We may not have met before but as a long term follower of your blog I must say I was relieved to open up and see this post.

I normally check in quite frequently and when I didn’t see any posts I was first curious, but then a bit worried. (Which I’m sure seems unusual coming from a random person from the internet).

I won’t pretend to understand your situation, but I am glad you’re OK and doing all you can on your journey out of the darkness.

This might sound both obvious and stupid but get out and drive your GT-R through RNP, or further down to Mac Pass. It is definitely not a miraculous nor a magical solution, but it is a simple act which may help in some way.

However, feel free to completely ignore this unsolicited advice from a random arm chair psychologist /car guy.

By: Andrew

Andrew — Fri, 21 Dec 2018 13:56:50 +0000

I’m a long time reader and seeing you haven’t posted much got me a bit worried. I tried to contact you through this website but the captcha to verify youre not a robot no longer works and I was unable to send a message.

A big relief seeing this recent post and I’m happy you’re trying your best and handling it to the best of your degree. You are better than you think you.You will be able to make it through. You’ll be able to handle anything. Godspeed my friend.

By: nobody

nobody — Thu, 20 Dec 2018 21:12:32 +0000

I’m just a long time reader (since spamventdocument era). I figured you were going through something, and thought maybe you have suicided (is strange to know someone who you haven’t never met).

I’m glad you decided against, willingly or not :)

Keep kicking ass, keep it easy and try to have fun. Never lose your passion and spirit, is contagious.

By: lemmiwinks

lemmiwinks — Wed, 19 Dec 2018 21:52:55 +0000

Figured you were going through something, didn’t think it would be that serious. I know it doesn’t mean anything, but this random internet stranger is really glad you’re still here.

I truly hope things get better for you soon dude.

By: Paul

Paul — Wed, 19 Dec 2018 07:54:55 +0000

I’m glad you are ok Justin. I’ve legit been worried about you. Weird though as we have not met in real life. I suppose i feel i know part of you as your drive was similar to mine for years and the shit we created seemed to run in parallel.

I know how you feel too. I’ve had mental health problems for ever and have mostly good times these days but do have my moments where anxiety takes over and robs me of life. 2017 was my lowest and i never really left the house, laid on the sofa all day due to chronic fatigue, and slept a few hours a night due to pain and a head fog.

I was very very sick for most of my life with what i now know is sensitivity to gluten. I found out by pure luck a year ago. The chronic illness i had for the majority of my life lifted in a matter of weeks. A year later i’m not even the man i’ve known for my whole life. It has been a fucking insane life.

Love and family make or break a man and i’m proud to share becoming a dad also changed my life’s direction. We all want to feel safe and loved- and feel like we belong. This is what i’ve learnt being a parent. You are loved bro and that’s the answer.

You fucking keep your head up and get through this… OK! I want to give you a hug.

What a gift you now have- being truly vulnerable. Merry xmas.